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Matthew is my 7th months nephew, he’s really cute & adorable lor. Everybody see him oso say he’s cute & wanna carry him. Luckily he a baby tat allows anione to carry him. When sees him smile or laugh ppl will feel so happi includin mii. He’s a cheerful little cute boy tat brings up ppl’s life no matter wat he do…. Here’s his pic >>> so cute!!!

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Wooh… finally18 le ~~~ my 18th Birthday is over ald is lik time flies fast man….. on tat day went out wib Jess, teck, Sis and other frenz. Wow, they bought mii 18 donuts, is lik so happi cus donuts is 1 of my favourites but 18 is really too much but still THANKS alot ya!!! we went dinner at clark quay >>> pub till late night… its really fun & i oso received mani mani presentz tis yr… really Thanks alot guys.

when will be our next outin havin more fun next? time really flies fast 1 more wk to go jiu mayb cant see ur tat much or even nv meet again le so sad!!!

takecare & work hard k… Keep goin on no matter wad, JIA YOU!!!

THANK YOU guys for givin mii so many UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES!!! STAY HAPPI always as e onli 1 BEST CK ever :p

its been mths seens I last update my blog. its been really long time for those unhappy things to pass, time flys really fast as every crazy moments endin soon in ITE life but still hopin we’ll still meet out often durin our attachment days ya!

event comin up next… stressin, diggin, hunting for the best everything we can show on tat day. aftertat exam on the way! omg… end fast end fast for every stressin moments!!!

but in the end CK still e Champion ROCKz ya! everyone strikin for their future takecare & hug everyone!!!

Time is passin faster for mii now adays but y am i still feelin uneasy, moody & irritated suddenly sometime? waitin for my msg or a call frm u but think it will nv be mii again, wonderin am i a somebody to u in e 1st place? Will all my HALLUCINATION become true somedays? Rls still doesnt seem to be good for mii after long, FORGET IT den….no HOPE for tat anymore i think!

E onli thing I can do now is concentrate on my trainin to strike for evithing & wait for miracle to shine on mii! durin trainin, although it was tough but still gt to move all e way to reach wat was wanted even if im alone but sometime will feel so useless cus when busy i seems to become blur & duno wat to do but to stand der, feel so SORRY to my chef jus hopin i can do better next time with no regret & be HAPPY always.

‘JUZ A SMILE & EVITHING WILL BE OK!’

haiz so sad today prac exam sir say he veri disappointed wib mii & ask y nv do properly & i jus kept quiet duno wat to say & reply him i duno. so sian diao directly & nearly cry:( So stupid, mayb i too kan chiong den screw up my mind ba! after tat i saw e grp 2 ppl do & i ask myself y cant i be bter or at least reach til sir’s xpectations.

aiya mayb ders really a reason y my life is lik tat, cant even do a simple thing of my target & thing wanted properly. when can i really gt those happiness & things i hope for, truely? all i can do now is to cover myself by laUghters,sayin OVER JIU OVER le & hope really ‘JUZ A SMILE & EVITHING WIL BE OK LE’ to try let unhappy things flies off my BLOODY MIND.

Cheer Up gal @_@

tHinGs hapPeniNg withiN my SiStaz liFe is geTTin moRe & morE cOMplicaTed nOw a DaYs buT Mi & Jess aRe geTTin aLoNg veRi weLL aCcepT fOr juN. i ReaLl y duNo waTz haPpeNin, u’R aLwAyz sTickiN uR bf aLl day loNg! y canT u siMplY b wiB uS soMetiMe foR a mOmEnt & maYb wE wuN b sO meSsy le. aGaiN & agAin Ur aLways asKin r wE stiL sIstaz noT, bUt u’R aLwaYz e 1 whO’s leaVin e 2 oF uS aLonE, nOw U’r agaiN saYiN seeMs Lik i’Ve aNotHer sIstaZ & asK mi tO eNjoY wiB TAT NEW SISTAZ, wth u’r sayiN aLl tis man.

waTevEr iT iS, duN woRry i wuN 4gEt aLl thOSe haPpy & saD moMenTs We 3 oNce haD b4, iF u haV aNytHinG oR prObleM caN fiNd mii aNytiMe, mY eaRs & sHoulDer wiL aLwayS opEn foR U k. hoPe thinGs wiL tuRn beTter sOOn for uS ba.

wTh, thiNg’s maKin mii feeL liK giVin uP evithIng iNclUdiN my liFe riGht awaY! i duN waN aNymoRe coNfusIon. i jUZ waN a liFe wiB 1 whO caN giV mii haPineSs & trUst. siMplY iS taT U?

hMM whEther tO taK U baCK agAin iS stiL a queStioN & uNcoNfiDent aNs. SORRY cuX mY loVE liFe seEms nV beEn suCceSs siNce i’VE bOrN & itS maKin mii feEL liK giVin uP reLAtioNshiP. i duN wiSh tO b anY1’s bUrdeN & bEen leFt aLone aNymoRe. iM juZ a loVe faiLuRe taT cant giV mY loVe 1 hapiNess & noT evEn uNdErstAnd waTever waS waNted! sOrRy iF i’Ve reaLLy faiL tO b e one U xpecTed.

aNW thaNKs foR giVin uR loVe & bEin e 1 bY my SiDe whEn iM doWn oNce b4. wHethEr wE gEt baCk toGethEr oR taTz a gOOd meMorieS fOr uS oR noT, rMb tiS in miND, dEr iS sOme1 wiLin tO lenT hEr laUghtEr whEnevEr U nEd k LOVEs @_@

is relationship tat hard for 1 to control? is tat e BLOODY HELL life i’ve choosen for myself? it took more den 3 mths, a very long & hard time for us to be together but it onli takes 3mins to end everything. every of our lovely memories together are all gone now.

wth hav i done wrong again tis time? is all bout a stupid word ‘STRESS.’ i really wish & wanted to help U & be

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SOBs SHOULDER everytime but nv knew tat i was said to be stressin & forcin U to do things U haTe. Mayb im a loUsy & useless galfren U ever had ba.

juz to let u kn i really did put in my HEART to U be4 really HAPPY to be wib U but nv kns it all ended so fast.1 who said , ‘TRUST MI FOR ONCE,‘WIB ME ARD, NO TEARS TO DROP FOR U’ & many other promises is all gone. y do u hav to giv me hope, confidence & promises when u kn they’r meant to be broken. i’ll jus tat those words u say be4 as memories & wil try to forget everything.

if i’hv gt e chance, rmb tis in mind ur fren, junior lik mii will alwayz be there for U when U ned k. der to be ur CHEER, lend u my ear & listen to all those stories u wanted to say juz TAKECARE & JIA YOU k :p dun giv up so easily ya *_* ThaNkz for aLL e meMoriEs U giVen, MISSez loTz @_@